Heartache by the number

If you really want me in your life, you would not told me 2 month later.
If you really want me, you would told me on January.
If you really want me, you would not told me after you engaged to someone else.

It clearly that you made your decision.
It is really heartache for me, but at least now I can move on..(hopefully)

Yes I got heartache by the number, a love that I can't win but the day that I stop counting its the day my world would end.


P/S : If by chance you didn't get marry this year end. I will take that as sign from God that you are belong to me.